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Chrystal Ann Kaminski
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This journal consists of my daily functions, my musings and general thoughts. Read as you wish...

May 2007
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Chrystal Ann Kaminski [userpic]
A long ass vacation....

And I must say that I have enjoyed it to the fullest. I have recently gotten back together with Jose, for some reason, he decided that he still has feelings for me and does not know if that means we should be together or not. But so far, we have been acting like we are together again, and that's what I taking it for.

I have really happy about that and have found out something very interesting has been happening to me for awhile and I can't just yet say anything until I know what I will do with the situation.

I had a great NYE, I went to the Rave and had fucking blast dancing, I really missed them there raves. Saw DJ Funk again, this time though.....he sucked. I have seen him multiple time and each time he has done the same thing, spun the same shit from the same CD he has had out for the longest time. Frankly, I am sick of it and I want to hear something new from him. I did shake my butt a little buuuuttt...really - I just could'nt get into it. Freaky Flow sucked, I HATE MC's. They are so annoying. I absolutely loved Skylab! and there were some awesome underground DJ's I was gettin' into in one of the rooms, which I call "The Dark Room" because when you go into it, it's completely dark in there other then the occasional flashing of the lights affixed to poles on either side of the DJ's table.

I went to dinner with Johnathan Lee the saturday after christmas, we went to Apollo's on Brady, oh god is their food amazing! I loooooove the greek salads. I was happy to see that John ate about as slow as I do :). And there is no one on the face of this earth that eats as slow as I do. He owes me for paying for him to get into club. He said he would get me back next time.

Today I woke up at Jose's and we cuddled all day and ate foods......oh my god....Chipotle rocks!!! heeeallll yeah. Big ass mutha fuckin' burrito's babaaay!!! oh the guacamole...mole, mole. I did'nt even finish it, it was so big. Jose was practicing a little while I was sleeping, it's convenient that I can sleep through anything...a rave...a concert....I will sleep anywhere if you let me!!! I can even sleep sitting up on the bus. It was really nice having him play while I was seepin' in a way it made it even easier for me to relax.

I think I will go to Carrie's tonight to get the keys to my house, since I locked mine inside my house! me with my jag-ass....always fergettin' things. What the hell?

I don't know why I am at Node.....

I should leave soon.

Emotion: indescribableindescribable
Serenading me....: Some ambient shit...
Comments

hey you guess what im finaly 21 now we can got to club together i got this hole week off.

hmmmm....interesting...could it be the same thing you said at club the Saturday before NYE???? AAaahhhh girly!!!!

woot
:)

I'll tell ya later ;).

im sooooooooooooooo glad things are workin out for you guys. honestly, i think you guys rock ass....as in together! Y A Y!!!!!!

Thanks!! we are doing ok right now, but I don't wanna push anything because he is still a little unsure about things. And I don't wanna get hurt again....

Whatever happens, I know I will be ok though :).

damn straight woman! the only person you should count on is yourself. and if it doesnt work out, it just wasnt meant to be. ... *hugs*

Things that make you go hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

Hey baby. YOU were the one thing I would have changed about my holiday. A almost complete lack of Chrystal... sob. BUT. I'm glad you had fun. We hardly got a chance to speak last Saturday night, and then you left rather apruptly. Jose seemed to make an effort to say hi to both me and Pat and was VERY friendly... I should have known something was up.

I nervous about this whole deal to be honest. I think you should do whatever makes you happy... but if Jose's gonna change his mind on a whim..... like he did the first time, dunno. I just don't wanna see you hurt. We've obviously here for you no matter what. Won't be out Tuesday either... perhaps if I'm no longer sick I'll try to make it down for a few hours Wednesday night...

Re: Things that make you go hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

Yeah, I missed my Sara too!! I was a little nervous too....but I think this time if it happens again (Jose ditching out on me) I will be better prepared. I am not planning on getting too attatched this early again, I made a big mistake doing that last time. Don't worry I will be careful this time :).

I totally got to talk to you though, I won't be out Tue. but maybe I will call you tonight or Tue. night.