December 1st, 2002

I'll hide from you...

I sit and wait...

Hmmmmmm....what to write. I guess I am not really happy lately, I feel people breaking thier promises and I see it. Things they say are become irrelevant later on. How can people change so much in so little time. I feel a certain friend ship becoming slowly stale and it's not with anyone on LJ. I am very sad though I should not be. I am very sensitive to certain people, some phase me, some do not. And some who once phased me no longer do. It all takes time and I realize this and it is what I am waiting for. Time to slip by.....it really deos'nt go any faster deos it. I already know that nothing lasts forever, but I wish I could apply that to everyday things more often. I went and saw a free movie with Jeffy, Kaleigh&Billy and Mike&Alli tonight, it was pretty cool, Triple X was the name of it, I really got into that movie. I talked to Elliot tonight and he said some sweet things to me that made me happy for a little while. I was happy with my friends too. I am going to the mall with my cousin tomarrow just to hang out, I need a change of pace and it would be good to catch up with her. I really should do my homework soon, I finished my portfolio now I gotta do some watercolor paintings.
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I'll hide from you...

Left alone....

Yeah, my roommate just threatened me and said he was going to move out and leave me here when we had an agreement that he would stay and help me out until I got back on my feet financially, and I told him that would be in June for sure. He just went off on me after we had a real stupid argument and said he would just leave me all by myself. I thought he was better than that. But I guess not. I don't want to be abandoned....what am I going to do?
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