Well tonight instead of going to Fuel, I went to Jeffys house w/ Parker and Carrie M. I had fun for the most part, but then someone said something to me that really hurt at the end of the night. Mike, this really makes me think of what you said the other day when you posted a comment in my journal, you talked about how someone can say something and it ruins your whole time.....well that's exactly what happened tonight, now I REALLY understand. Fuck that. Sometimes you feel you are finally becomming a lot closer to someone and they say something to fuck it all up and totally fucking hurt you. Someone made a smart remark saying basically that I was not trustworthy to keep a secret that was probably insignificant anyway. Now I was underthe impression that friends trusted each other or at least...tried too. I have never doone anything to this person to make them think that I am NOT trustworthy, therfore, he has no grounds to base the statement on. Sorry, but saying something like that deos NOT count as something a friend would say. I am REALLY disappointed in this one.......cause I still love them no matter what :(. It hurt so much to hear that, I thought I was special to this person and I was so happy when we would hang out. I really am sorry that you feel that way about me. *wips a tear off the keyboard* Whatever...I'm done.