I felt myself starting to becaome a bit impatient this morning, and a little sad- when I wake up all I remember is that Daniel will not be here until next Wednesday and I can't help but feel shitty right away. Balls.
I feel so cheated sometimes. I know it won't stop, at least for a while *sigh*.... I don't know what to do. I find that when I cannot be with Daniel, that being with my very close friends has a large effect on helping me forget that I am sad. Being with Jeffy, in particular, has an overall posititve effect on me, I know I am protected and then I feel safe :). Sometimes I think of moving away, and I can't fathom leaving Jeffy here, Talleah too. It has come to the point where these are people I actually NEED in my life, because it just would not be complete without them. They are my family....
Well, I'll just put them in my suit case then, wether they like it or not. Yup. MMMMhmmmm. that's what's gonna happen. Or I'll pee.....I swear.
Speaking of pee, man, I really got to.