Everybody I can think of has said it would not be a good idea for me to move away with him. They say I will be fucked if something happens when we are living far away, and I will not be able to get back here. I hope that does not happen. I am actually more interested in going to live in Vancouver, even though I woud rather stay here in the U.S. just to be closer to all of you :).
I know that the problems I will have with him in the future, whatever they may be, we will find a way through them. If there is something I cannot do, or he cannot do, we will find something in the middle that will make us both at least a little more content. I think that's the way of thinking that makes my life easier, if it does not work, there is ALWAYS a way to fix it. A teacher of mine used to always say "There is always enough time in a day" and I believe that because I have made it happen. As long as I don't worry my as off about something, it usually plays itself out. Talleah told me last night, "If ya can't fix it right now, don't worry about it until you can", I really needed to hear that I guess. I felt so much better after talking to her last night, we talked for ever! by the end I was laughing so hard that I had tears in my eyes. Now when that happens I am REALLY havin' a good time.
I am going to pay my big fat credit card bill today..... good, get that out of the way. And then I am going to put something ight back on it, a big fat....ummmmm...processor and what else do I need? a hard drive, yeah. Puters rock. Yum yum.
This after noon I go to Brady to get my money order, I hope they are open.