We went to get Angela later and then went to Webb's and then back to her house to watch Harry Potter #2, I liked it eventhough I was about to fall asleep 'cause I was so tired. That was also my first time in Angela and Carrie's new living quarters...heh - they used to live downstairs from where they are now. I thought the place was beautiful! the top floor is amazing, the ceiling is so high and I love the lighting too. Carrie's room is just massive...OH man - I need a large living space again. I miss it so, I do. When I make a little more money, I will be looking to live in a bigger living space, hopefully.
Today we have swing dancing and I think Kristi and Stacey are comming with us this time, and Pat and Sara too. The problem is that I have to get to a bank before 8 so I can get $5, I forgot to do that yesterday. I hope Carrie is home so we can pay that bill too, I think electricity would be good to keep since we need the fridge..
I am feeling Daniel losing hope. I don't know what to do, or say, or anything.
Will I be left...alone? am I not worth trying for or comming back to. I know now that things that are promised and hope that is instilled in the beginning is so often just a tease. I hear the words "I'll come back" in my mind all the time. I can no longer seek refuge in words.