Went to Jeffy's last night, always a pleasure, I forgot about everything when I was with him and I was me again :), what a relief that was, I totally grateful, he took me out to eat at the Olive Garden and the waitstaff even sang a little brthday song to me and gave me a really good chocolate cake, even though I don't like chocolate cake.....that was DAMN good.
We called a bunch of people over and went swimming and even Parker was over!!!! Parker dude, it was nice to see him, even if he did try to kill me in the pool.
The suit I was wearing was letting my boobies show I think, cause everybody kept starring at them....and I know I aint got much for boobies..
Jeffy and Parker and Nate got naked.
We had a good time, ooh yeah.....I want to hang out with Sara tomarrow and I need to buy a swimming suit, I really need a new one.
On the way to work today I listened to [Am.Psyche] "Psychosis of the goat" Nicky brought it over last night and I decided to bring it to work so I could listen to it on the bus. I like the lyrics and after listening to that first song four times in a row, I got it stuck in my head. The treble hurt my ears a little though, I did'nt even have to listen to it loud because it was loud on its own. I love samples, so that's a plus and they picked good ones, not gay ones like I hear in some songs. The music really reminds me of insane asylums, I get visions of the old asylums in the 1900's when they used to do all that crazy stuff to people who needed heavy treatment. It's kind of creepy and violent, that's why I like it.
Yup, I'm better today I think, with the help of my best friends, some swimmin' and good music. :)
Eventhough I know I still will miss his arms around me when he leaves.