Chrystal Ann Kaminski (surrealkiller) wrote,
Chrystal Ann Kaminski
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Today...

I am supposed to go to this thing, at Club....umm I don't even know what it is, but it's a little get together for Shawn and it starts at six, I'm not going to be there at six.

I will probly show up a lot later than that, if I even go. I don't know if I am going to either, I might just stay home with Carrie.

I'm just not up to it now, but I might be later.

I would rather just drive around the city - alone in my car, like I used to, it's my favorite thing to do when I am being consumed by personal demons.

Though one time I almost crashed, that was when I lost Logan, my eyes got so foggy I could barely see and it was pouring rain outside. I remember the sound of it on the roof of my car.

I think it would be cool if Carrie and I chilled at home, I could drink my wine I got for my birthday.

My dad bailed on me again on Sunday - he never came. So I see how much I am worth to him.

I feel so goddamn shitty - I HATE my father.

I HATE this.
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