I was stoned all day yesterday, that weed had the weirdest high, it's like, a slow release of the chemicals over time. It lasts forever, I was still feeling it hours after we smoked and I knew I was still blown because I could not focus my eyes at all. When I do ANY kind of downer, I have this thing where I am unable to see well, my eyes unfocus and I become temporarily near-sighted. I also have trouble keeping balance and walking. I have never met anyone else with the same problem, so I must be wierd :).
I had fun last night until I found out Jeffy was mad at me. Then I was sad all night and I could barely sleep. Just the thought of him being upset about something made me restless and a little disturbed.
Today I am going to pick up my computer with Pat after work. After that I have no idea what's going on, Tyler and Rose want me to go to Have A Nice Day cafe with them, I don't know about that. Well, if it's free drinks and free to get in for girls...hmmmm. I told him if I had a ride I would go, I'm still not sure about it though.
I feel so damaged inside lately, this album came along at the perfect time. And it's name IS Damaged.