Jose called me from work just to make sure I was ok with leaving for the weekend, I said I was ok and that I would miss him anyhow. We talked for like an hour while he was on his break! I was so happy to see how much he cares. He did'nt HAVE to call me, but he did. Even though I know I am happy without a significant other, it makes my life happier still, when I know I have someone with whom I am greatly compatable with. It's that much of an enhancement, not a neccessity. I am glad that he feels the same way. He also feels the same way about marriage as I do. He used to not ever want to get married - EVER. Now, he does not think like that at all, he wants to get married eventually. As do I, and so far only one person I have been with did not want to ever get married. But that is something I have always wanted to do, and if I was with someone who did not, I really would not be the right person for them.
Kids is another factor, I want them in my future, but I do not know when and my mind always changes about that, sometimes, I don't want any because of the way I want to live my life, I want to be a painter and travel and do shows in different cities and such. You just can't do all that when you have three little kids hanging all over you. I also am exrtemely social and into night life, which diminishes when you have a child - if not completely disintegrates. If I am loaded by the time I am 26, then I will be fine with having kids because I could afford the babysitters and daycare and all that. But otherwise, I always have mixed feelings about it.
I guess I just have to make sure I have the right person. And time will tell.
Have a good weekend everyone!!! Back on Monday :)