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Chrystal Ann Kaminski
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Explanation of content...
This journal consists of my daily functions, my musings and general thoughts. Read as you wish...

May 2007
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Chrystal Ann Kaminski [userpic]
Fuck ALL that noise...

I don't think I wanna go out to eat again for awhile, too much confusion with splitting the bill. I should save my money anyway. I am such a miser that I keep my heat off even when it hits below 50. I don't know where my stingyness came from, maybe my mom.

This weekend was kind of stressful. I have two freinds that are always on my mind right now and another problem that comes up occasionally resurfaced a bit Saturday night. It's hard to keep everything straight and everyone happy at the same time. I keep getting the feeling that I am being taken for granted and that I am letting people walk all over me.

I can't wait to get my house to myself again, I won't have to deal with hairballs anymore, unless I get my own cat. If I did, it would have to be one that did'nt shed very much. I wish I could have Nicodemus, Jose's cat, I love that kitty, he's really sweet and I love when he comes to sleep between us in the bed at night.

I think I should just stick with my Pirhana idea, the second Carrie moves out I am going to start changing my whole house around, starting with my computer. I am going to set it up in the hallway where my birds are, it's the coolest place in the house and there is a window there where I am going to put the air conditioner in the summer.

Man I need to buy alot of stuff, a new TV, a DVD player/ent. system and a stand for the TV. plus a system for my computer when I get my new motherboard installed. Before all that I am buying a new stereo for my car since mine is busted, it keeps going out on me, it's either the wires or the stereo. I don't know.

Tonight is cleaning night so I am going home soon and imma start my cleaning right away.

Emotion: cynicalcynical
Comments

aww girlie! im not walkin on you! i just wanted to know if stuff was workin out ok. gerneral concern ya know? sorry if i did anything to fuck with your head. i didnt mean to. dont be mad at me! sigh....

what makes you think shes talking about you?

just incase ya know! and i didnt want her thinkin my stinky boots were on her head!

shed be dead by now if your stanky ass feet got anywhere near her! < grin >

LOL yeah my feet are stinky. you think its cause the boots? you know, they dont breath. and i dont take them off all day...

EWWWW....

No, I did'nt mean you, or anyone that has a journal.

It's still cool with us!!! :)

SWEET! like i said, i didnt want you thinkin my stinky feet were on your head!

*hugs*

I really shouldn't be writing right now

I'm not in the right frame of mind. Please don't say it's me that you think is taking advantage... I'm sure we're all thinking the worst.

I really love you and I want you to know that I really appreciate what you've done for me. I realize it must have been difficult, but I CREDIT you with letting me know and don't blame you at all. I would have just been in the dark longer than I was otherwise.

Re: I really shouldn't be writing right now

No, it's not you that's taking advantage of me at all :), Don't worry.

I called yesterday to see if you both were all right.

It's really hard to see someone so strong become suddenly so vulnerable, but I know you won't let this break you. I know it's hard but keep your head up as much as you can.